I was lonely.

"Where are you from?"
"Nepal."
"When did you come to Japan?"
"Four years ago."
"Your family too?"
"Nope, I came alone."
"Don't you feel lonely?"
"No, I don't feel lonely, not any more. I'm okay. But before, I used to be a little lonely, but now I'm okay. I was lonely in the beginning, I knew no one, I knew no Japanese. I was like what does that letter mean? I couldn't understand anything. So I was lonely. I went 'Oh, Nepal. Oh, Nepal.' But now I'm all 'Oh, Japan.'"

（9/14/2013 Sangenjyaya）